Hi...
I wish for you – not the best of luck – but the Best of Blessing – to find and receive Your True and Unconditional Love! – One that you've had a chance to experience – but did not know what it was...!
Simply put, True and Unconditional Love is not something that money can buy – no matter how big the amount!
With your social class and status, I am sure that you'll have no problems finding and attracting Lovely "Bees" who're intrigued and highly attracted to your "Honey."
I wish you nothing but a long-lasting true happiness in your loving heart! – A Happy Home of Your Heart's Wildest Calling!
As for me, after almost 6 months of pouring my heart out, my one and only purpose is to help heal your heart and comfort your wounded Soul... I've given my very best of my time, energy, heart, mind, and soul. I realize that each individual is responsible for his/her own healing. My heart, as you can see, is willing to help ya, but I can only do so much...
In my previous writings, I let you know in advance that I'll be in TX. With all the money I had, I can only stay there for 2 weeks. Little did you know, I wanted to meet you. I saved these two weeks for you...!
On my last day (Sunday, 10/17/2021), you know what I did? I thought, this is the last thing I can do for you: I acted as I was about to meet you for dinner. Hence, I got my hair done, got my nails done, put on a cute dress that I bought just for you, put on my princess high heels. I smelled so fresh from head to toe, and my smiles shone so beautifully. I even see the stars in my eyes shone so brightly as I looked at myself in the mirror and thinking of you...
I knew I was being ridiculous, though if that is the last best thing that I could do for someone that I deeply care about – You! – I didn't mind...
I also knew that the chance for you to pick up the phone to call me or send me a text or a brief email... was from Zero to None. I was not disappointed as the silence of the night crippled. I was, rather, mentally prepared, that I would officially become a homeless lady as the slightest beam of sunlight greeted me... the Monday of 10/18/2021!
On Monday, I had a little money left, I called a taxi to take me to a storage place where I could rent a storage space and save the gifts that I bought for you, your sons, your mother, sister, and brother there. Little did I know, I did not have enough money to even save the gifts that I bought for you and your loving family. I felt disheartened and very sad. I thought when we meet for dinner, I would give you the gift that I bought for you. I thought you would love it as much as I did. I also wrote you a hilarious hand-written letter and a meaningful postcard... I also wanted to have a heart-to-heart conversation with you. I wanted to give you a hug as a gentle caress for all the heartbreak, sadness and pain that your heart has endured... I wanted to do these things for you – genuinely from the bottom of my heart and the depth of my soul – to heal you... – before we went our separate way...!
Went on our separate way – we did – without us having a chance to meet each other. I think we've missed each other... – in this lifetime!!
I know that I might not be the Sexiest Girl Alive but I do believe that no one has ever touched your heart and soul the way I've touched you! That is The Fact!! And that is enough for me!
A few days after me being homeless, a miracle happened to me and for me: I sent a brief email to A Special Someone who always loves me all along... All I needed was someone to talk to... but you know what happened? Of course you don't.
That Special Someone bought me an airplane ticket. He brought me to him. As soon as I finished my shower, he held a big bouquet of roses, down on his knee with the ring, and he gave me a talk from his heart – a talk that made my eyes exploded with tears – so intensely like a volcano that has been enduring so much pain...!
Yes, I am now a married young lady. I am no longer single and available to the rest of the world. I write you this letter to let you know that I do appreciate our journey with each other. I've learned that my unconditional love for you and the patience that I've endured have been tested time and time again. However, I grow after this situation, and I know you do too.
I want ya to know that my heart has nothing but Unconditional Love for you. I've never been attracted to your worldly fame, fortune, or anything like that. I, however, felt deeply connected to your heart, mind, and soul !! I love you for who you are as an individual ! I adore your sense of humor, I respect your hard work, and I admire your Essence!!
I always dream that some day I can meet you in person – just You and You – nothing else – Not a Chief of Something and Something...! We can talk, we can joke with one another, and we can laugh with each other with our light heartedness – like two best friends who adore and protect each other's Soul... in this world!
That day didn't come, and it never will be!
I've terminated the phone number that I shared with you on here. Please don't call that number because the phone company will assign it to a random customer of theirs, so don't call that number. You won't be able to reach me with that number, please keep that in mind.
I thought about unpublish this website of mine once and for all because there is no meaning to keep it live. However, I don't want to leave without saying some final words with you. I do enjoy silence sometimes, but being treated or treating someone with a complete silence is not my favorite...
Lastly, as I reach this point, I realize that A Badass Lady with a Pure Heart like Me is a Man's Ultimate Pride! A happy home with me is a Man's Dream and Ultimate "Possession." I am Somebody's Treasure! Wow!...
Yes, money can buy a house and attract a beautiful wife... who has enough fame and fortune to walk side by side with One but the heart is still "homeless" and the soul is still lost in the maze of forever yearning... of True Happiness...
As you reach the end of my letter, as well as the end of my communication to ya, I want to say three things:
1. I am sorry for not having the way nor the means to send the gifts to ya before I became homeless... I left all my possessions at the storage office, and went on with my job interviews...
2. Thank You for your silence! I know it was difficult for you to remain silence with me as it has always been difficult for me to endure the Brutally Quiet Silence that dripped me into the night – many nights of sleeplessness in wonder... It is a lie to say that the quietness of each hour went by had no power over someone. It had the power to break someone's heart... as it broke mine!...
3. On Monday 10/18/2021, the first day of me becoming homeless, I got two jobs interviews. I applied to work as a server at upscale dining restaurants. I didn't mind serving people's food. I just thought that it would be a waste of my talents! I am meant to serve The World in a Bigger and More Meaningful Way!
I have parents and sibling like everyone else. Nonetheless, I felt "homeless" almost my entire life. It was sad but it was not scary. In the past few days, as I actually became physically homeless, it was an absolutely terrifying experience for me!!...
Though I no longer use the old phone number, I still keep my only@luxgetit.com email open. I won't be waiting as I've always been waiting for your communication. However, if any time in your lifetime, you look for a strong and unique partnership – someone who will work side by side – not for you – but with you – to enlighten and improve the quality of humanity in the remaining of our years in this planet, you let me know! – Only if you're interested! I got an important idea to share with you and you alone! I am serious!
Besides my seriousness regarding work-related matters, I still want to crack some jokes with you and hear your bursts of laughter...
If you have any questions or need to hear an honest opinion/input from a real friend, you can always reach out to me. I might not be able to give you the advice you need nor the comfort you seek, but I can show you the truth that'll help you make your decisions with clarity.
Stay strong and stay healthy. My best wishes to you... always!
Thank you and...
Goodbye!!
